Relapse and Separation

I will post more details later but long story short is that I found out David had started online chatting with misc. women again. 

Not only has he started again he:
1.  Didn't come to me or do anything to get help.
2.  Contacted some of the same people and used the same verbiage (22/m/FL) On here chatting because I can't sleep :)
3.  Has been doing it since mid March. 

I got 104 days of him not relapsing. 

So not only did I find out I:
1.  Tossed all of his clothing, toiletries, shoes out on the driveway.
2.  Called an attny to start the separation process.
3.  Used money that I was saving for a nice piece of furniture for our house (OUR HOUSE) to go get Botox.

Time to work on me and get back into COSA.  Hindsight is showing me how much I let him get away with and how little I protected myself.  He is not my problem right now.

I thought I was in shock...Wasn't that weepy...but now after an amazing weekend with dear friends, I think I am finally establishing so peace in my life.  I am putting my mental health first and I already feel better. 

Also...not much appetite loss.  On that note...gonna go eat some mac n cheese and call it a night!

Wool over the eyes

Things seemed good.  Not great but good.  Still having money fights but I thought it was his OCD taking hold in a different place.  Anything is better than were it was taking hold.

Thought he was taking his medication and doing his best to make meetings.

Thought: WOW we over 6 months without a relapse.

Thouht we may have just beaten this thing.

David had pulled the wool over both of our eyes.  He relapsed.