A little about me.

I was looking over this blog and realized that I hadn't really put any information about myself.  Maybe I mentioned my age in there but not much else.  The best way to describe me is someone who has never met a stranger.  I love people and meeting new people and keeping a good support of friends.  I grew up all over due to being a military brat and we eventually settled in a major city in the south.  I attended a southern university known for big football and was in a sorority (I was the spirit chairwoman - shocking ;).  I consider myself of high intelligence and can usually figure anything out on my own.  Except I am a horrible speller and hated Geometry!  I love to read and my favorite book of all time is Lolita.  If you haven't read it go...it takes a talented man to make a horrible thing sound so beautiful!  It is also about addiction so I do see the irony.

I enjoy theatre, movies, tennis, horseback riding, reading, wine, jogging (sometimes!) and LOVE to travel.  If I had all the money in the world I would get on a cruise ship and see everything I could. 

I am petite but not under 5'.  I used to weigh about 125lbs but since this event I am down to about 115.  I had blond hair but since the even I dyed it brown.  It was either that or cut it short.  I have a tendency to change my hair when stressed or sad.  When people describe me they say I am "cute".  If you have ever seen the 90's show "Sabrina the Teen age Witch" I look a lot like Melissa Joan Hart.  One guy at a gas station was convinced I was her and told me he watched the show all the time with his daughters!!

I have big cheeks, great teeth and a face that always gets people talking to me whether I want them to or not.  I was a late bloomer and didn't really become what I consider pretty until about my junior year in high school.  There was a really bad period of bad bangs and spiral perms.  Also I look very young for my age so that doesn't help when everyone wants to act older.  I got carded for an R rated movie when I was 25.  I am now in my mid 30's and consider myself attractive.  I think I am telling all this because I want people to realize that any husband can become addicted to porn and sex.  Even those married to a very nice, pretty, intelligent woman. 

I can honestly say to myself that David's problem didn't come from me "letting myself go".  It came from us not communicating and drifting apart. 

Ok off to shower for the shrinks visit.  Wish me luck